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Tiff's 'flower and willow world' is heading into the wonderful world of mosquitoes, altitude sickness and beautiful people...

Saturday, October 23, 2004

white

my 2nd blog for the day...i've realized my prob, i haven't been crying for the past few months. everything is in me, my inability to express emotion is disgusting. i no longer cry at movies...nor when i'm driving...nor when something bad happens. i just get angry. maybe it's dat time of the yr. but the numbness in me is looming ovr me like an evil shadow.

4 Comments:

At 7:21 pm , Anonymous Anonymous said...

............From someone who hasn't read your blog in some time.....and also forgot your address......gomen ne? ^_^'''

Tiff, no one said you had to cry...that's never a way out. I wouldn't call you unemotional either. But rather - unstable, would you say I'm right? :|

So it's a matter of finding your ground, not trying to step on one that's not yours. Tell me something - what have you done so far that's been truly satisfying, and I mean sincerely? If you can answer that question, hang onto that thought...then we'll see what your next entry is...

BKX

P/S: Sorry if it sounded harsh...one things for sure - I should've called you more often...

 
At 4:51 am , Blogger Unknown said...

hiya Tiff

I love u!!!... dun feel so sad and so on kays,..u've got a guy probably pining his heart on you, he might actually fall in love with you.. U're gonna look great after the dieting/exerise,. when things go so down, it has only one way else to go,..UP, UP and UP!!!..

love u lotsssssss...

 
At 4:10 pm , Blogger felicakes said...

hope you are feeling better.

 
At 2:11 pm , Blogger chidori said...

patty babes,
hehe..yeah u're prolly rite abt the driving bit..dats why been takin the bus these few days...can't seem to drive properly & would've prolly be seen as one of those krazie'woman' drivers.thx babes, i'll survive!!

pooh bear (no she's not my lover!!! haha),
unstable? woman, i've always been unstable...neways, these days i dun seem to be doing anything truly satisfying...wat is satisfying neways? for u it'd be watching one of them races, reading the results on the paper, completing ur assignment? for me it'd be...stoning & watching MTV. yeah dat'd be good. or alternatively be in my mummy's arms. ;p and yeah!! shoulda called me more often!missing ya woman!

Kheky,
hehe, i luv ya tooo, sorrie haven't commenting much on ur blog lately, din reallie noe wat to say abt the rabbit episode! hehe, and oi!! need to diet/exercise then i can onli go up up up is it? does dat mean it's downhill from here...so sadd....jk!

hugs,
tiffy

 

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