random thots

rite...went to the golden key reception the other day...was bored as hell!!!onli highlight was prolly them guys pronouncing my name wrong "Sze Kew Soh" and not receiving a cert cos it wasn't ready. yep, highlite cos dat's how boring it was....oh n dat tipsy woman dat made a fool out of herself...no no no,wasn't laffin at her...was kinda laffin wif her! ;p

so i've got 4 assignments due next week but is tiffy doing any of them? nope. she's been a lazy bugger...why? no idea

its thurs rite?so, was suppose to hv a date wid this pretty awesome dude...who was supposed to call me on monday. so waited. and waited. and waited. finali decided to sms him yesterday as decided there was no point gettin angry at a person w/o knowing why the person did not call.

the person did not reply...until 2 mins ago whereby he said...hi baby, i'm soree but hve 2 postpone 2day's outing. got last min show tis weekend.prvte function.i hve 2 do rehearsals wit my band.id give u a cll nzt wk k?im so soree.

so wat do u reply to dat? am pretty much pissed...mostly at myself for looking forward to this stooopid 'outing' and thinkin dat this person cld be my 'pillar of strength' which is a bit unfair i guess...ah well. so be it. dun noe wat my next step is...dun actuallie want 2 reply or go out wif this person nemore...

not b'cos of this person will not be goin out wif me...but b'cos tink am using the person to dump moi burden on.

for the record, missed my counsellors appointement....dats prolly y i'm still a loser(actuallie, am loser alreadi if go for counsellin neways rite? or is it the other way ard??)

acted like a mad woman today...had no fags...till 12, by then was a desperate person, but refused to accept rollies (they're so grossss!) n beg fr other ppl, so had to wait for mun (cos mun's got the stash) to come. but seriously wanted to kill myself. missed 30 mins of class in order to look for mun. felt like a loser. okie am one neways...

grown fatter...geline taught me how to diet...am praying (to who i dunno and fingers crossed) dat will be able to stick to it till sunday. but thing is....hv eaten 2 bars of chocs alredi (by now, no. has risen to 3) so effectively, hv broken diet...hence can actuallie consume more chocolate!!! omg, wat a brilliant thot!yes, tiffy has her brilliante moments tooo...

one of the most interesting person moi met this month is this dude candice christens as 'botak bohemian', this dude is a bundle of laughs i tell ya. ppl like candice n him r so bloody random n happie. okie by happie, i mean dat even when they're by themselves they're pretty much ok, they dun sink into this melancholy depressed state dat most ppl normally wld. okie generalising but...yeah....

the poor dude got stripped search cos he bought our stash, took him 2 hrs to get out after bein interogated...me & mun feel so damn bad, he's one of the nicest s'poreans, apart fr c&s of cos! ;p

mr jacky teo is an asshole. first tells me the meeting is at 4.30pm then now says its at 4pm, will hv to ciao n continue later...can forsee a tirade comin.....