moonflower or sunflower?

3 bottles of moonflower down...none left. the onli thing i've got left is

1) vanilla vanilla (which i dun reckon i'd use...me is not such a sweeet person)

2) Hugo Boss Deep Red (used to be my fave but onli for winter...n besides the person who gave it to me was an arse...actuallie i tink he still is!!!)

3) J'adore (ugh, this one is tooo heavy n in moi opinion, onli suitable for the mid 30s women cos it's sooooo heavy)

4) Green Tea (given to me by my dearest chaboh, but i can't use it cos....no mood)

5) White Musk (they say it's a sexy scent but...i can onli handle it in moisturisers...)

6) my last & onli option...elizabeth arden sunflower (used to love it...until i smelt it on my auntieeeeeeeee horrors!i noe! of all ppl rite? am so sad... but it'd hv to do. )

my onli consolation now is dat chris says i smell good, thank god he din say i smell like an old woman. i would so die if he said dat. now am looking to forgoing my moonflower and be adventurous ....so my options are

1) Marc Jacob's Blush (lovely lovely jasmine smelll.....)

2) Elizabeth Taylor Gardenia ...which is obviously Gardenia but so incredibly delicious

3) Marc by Marc Jacobs ...which also ahem...smells of gardenia but it also includes jasmine! so there...hehe

4) Iced Green Tea by Elizabeth Arden,...but it's been discontinued... =(

5) Elizabeth Arden Provocative or Red Door Revealed...yeah, i'm an elizabeth arden fan...prolly cos moi hv sensitive skin hence cannot inhale parfum wif loads of alchohol...besides detrimental to nose senses no?

extensions hv been granted. good thing i've been doin shite for the guild else she'd hv told me to f off. so now i've gotta create a newsletter for NLC...hmm, maybe ginny can help? these days, moi has gotten so fat dat the onli thing i'm able to fit into are my skirts and...thank god they're all elastic. and the onli t-shirts i'm able to wear are my student rep t-shirts...yes i noe, how loser is dat? everyone's like, wah u damn hardcore ah. yeah for schizel menizel...if dats how u spell it, and no i can't remember wat it reallie means but i tink it just means...for sure? neways, chris wld correct me on dat.

so chris is thinking of publishing my blog address and a bit of my blog in paragon (ISC's free bi-annual publication) but like...am kinda reluctant wif dat cos the main reason moi started this up was so moi's frens cld keep in touch wif wat moi is doin n feeling. but too publish for the whole international student population of curtin to seee? wah lao, so they an grab a piece of their convenor? no thank u!!! but on the other hand, mum is gonna print bits of it to read...so watever mum reads...shld be alrite for the public? haha...

speaking of which, my dad has quit smoking. i noe...it's absolutely amazing. he still drinks but least he's quite smoking. so wat does the daughter hv to say about it? so like hardcore malboro reds smoking tedy has quit...so has shuta hoshino (both of em using those nicotine patches). apparently it works for tedy but shuta reckons it's a mental thing so...ai ya will see how it goes la.

things to look forward to

1) UWA ISS Agm...yeah weird i noe, but dearest jo is gonna be stepping down so me wanna be there to see her explode wif happiness ;p

2) monthly dinner...greek or mexican doesn't matter anymore la...hehe.

3) next sunday, so i can take a break before opening the books. ugh.

special thanks to my sifu & dine for dat lovely card of encouragment...thank u so much for caring dine & sifu. It means a lot. geline as well...hehe, u always supporting me regardless la!!! hehe, ok, hv to admit the diet thing is ahem...not working but will still try to ganbadei...hehehe. luv u guys lots!!!!

ok here's a confession (these r my confessions...la la la ) i hv to admit dat i'm kinda sad abt not being able to work wif jacky next year. reason? haha, altho we communicate in the world's most chaotic way, eg.

1) shouting at each other in the office& wondering why we dun understand each other

2) arguing in the car b4 and after meetings

3) glaring & spitting mean comments at each other when there're meetings to go for & we're both stressed wif assignments & neither of us wants to attend.

4) me calling him a mofo, b^&*%, idiot , f^&*er...and all sorts of other things...and him taking deep breaths to calm down so he doesn't burst ...tho he's turned a bright purple/red...

5) bickering and complaining abt each other during nlc outings. eg. when huey came to town n we had dinner at young joes....

we still understand each other. It's funny cos i always feel dat i can make fun of him but no one else is allowed to cos they dun noe where he's coming from. i used to cannot stand being with him...but after tat & mun came...they kinda changed my perspective. they're like, this jacky teo ah...so far-nie. and i guess i kinda saw where they were comin from and i felt so much better after dat. and now i'm kinda feeling sad abt not being able to work wif him at isc anymore. cos regardless of how much we shout, argue and shout profanities at each other..we still stand up & take care of each other. it's amazing. it's like, we'd be arguing like krazie before a meeting but during the meeting we'd be like, 'i dun tink u understand where jacky/tiff is coming from, u hv to understand his/her situation...'

and jus yesterday after state exec, we din hv a car so we had to walk down to northbridge and i felt as if we were in melbourne again, relying on each other and wat not. it was a sad yet surprisingly comfortable feeling.

miss my mummy....