monday moos

ok, so kenny sia's left, nicole's parents left...ok, so it's got nothing to do wit me. but still...there's this sense of emptiness, god knows why. maybe i should call my mum.

the house is reallie lonely now dat pops has left. mum claims she's happie tho cos she can walk around naked at home. her latest thing is gardening. vegetables to be exact. we hv peppers, long beans, superbly HOT chilli, tua chai (mustard leaves or sumthin), bittergourd (grossssss) and spinach. good shite.

ok, truth to be told, i despise being in a relationship. there're so many dynamics to makin it work dat it's tiring and i stress over the tiniest things. seriously, it's things dat r not worth stressing abt at all and yet i do. it's a waste of time and energy, again, yet i do. and the worst is when sumthin is troubling ur other half...it freakin troubles u. mun reckons it's cos we're intense ppl, lin reckon it's cos we think too much. i think it's cos i'm sumtimes an ass and cannot accept certain things.

sumtimes i feel it's as tho an intruder has stumbled upon my peaceful cottage and suggests changes to it. dun get me wrong. i absolutely adore the boy.

things i absolutely abhor

1) silent treatment - bloody hell...the silence can sometimes b so heavy it's palpable, course everyone despises it, i grew up wif it, i got used to it but i bloody well hate it.

2) non-existent table manners. seriously, either chew wif mouth closed or dun eat. slurping or noodles exempted.

3) dirty glasses. who wants to drink out of a glass where u can stil see juice stains. seriously!

4) being woken up when asleep

5) answering fone calls whilst eating

the male ego shits me. it absolutely shits me.