sydney

ok...this is it. this is my last one. i can't wait for it to be over and done with. Then i'll tackle the one at the end of the yr in melb...and i'm set. dat will be it..the end. no more student representation for me. period.

...for sum reason, this time...instead of stressed abt wat will happen...instead of thinkin of ways to make sure NLC survives...i am ready to question.

yeah...dats all.

i think i've overstayed my welcome in representation...its backfiring on me. i'm so worned out. i'm onli 21 and yet its as if every single day i'm battling for sumthin...i won't say its a lost cause but...i'm sick of the battling.

i'm tired of the shouting, the fights, the politics...all dat manipulation...aargh.

as for Sydney....i can't wait. it's gonna be fun.

hugs and kisses to all

over & out (for a pretty long time)....(well, depends ;p)

apologies

ok, i susah payah typed dat post and they did not show it last niteeeeeeeee....i've been duped. well, i guess they'll be showing it today!!!

well they better be or else....i paiseh for nothing onliiiiiii mahai...

the boy has left, i officially hv had onli 2 hrs of sleep...or maybe less, in any case, i'm still good for the mo, i reckon altho he says he doesn't like BIG entourages, deep down inside he's kinda glad they came ...if they do, and i noe he's gonna teed off for me saying this but i have said it so thereeee muahahahhaa

ala yang, u noe u want to see them...embarassing tho it is...hey, u come fr a big family, fuck the rest and enjoy the hugs, luv u.

wif the boy leaving...i kinda...find myself outta place...like ...wat do i normally do?

i'll proli get back on track in a couple of days...and then mun's gonna leave!!Argh!

to all those dat HAVE left and LEFT me ALONE well, i hope u're havin' a doubly good time or else it AIN'T worth itttttttttttt...

fidah...ala, how can u forget the baklava????? so VERY important, u got the pepperoni...but u din get the baklava, u got the 20 packs of tim tams, but u din get the baklava, u got the SIX logs of apple strudel, but u din get the baklava!!! hahahahahahahahahhahaa, yes yes very funnie, i hv v. little to entertain me now, so indulge me la ok!

to all those dat tuned in to Today Tonight yesterday and had to go thru dat horrifying torturous programme, i am ever so so so so sorry, i did not mean too(i wld never do dat, it's inhuman!!)...i've been duped like i said and i hope today they do cover it, or else, FUCK TODAY TONIGHT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!

over n out

today tonight

ok, i despise dat program...its the ultimate paragon of sensationalism!!!

but...

i am appearing on it. i kid u not my frens, i am goin NATIONAL muahahhahaha...ok, crap la but listen!

8.10 am

fone rings once...but cannot hear (head was spinning wif media relations rules...u must be nice to journo...u must NOT deny or cover up for organisation's wrongdoings...u must make sure to thank journo for comin to media conf...so on so forth)

8.30 am

fone rings again and tiffy finali picks up...

me: hello, tiffany speaking (in an exceptionally PERKY voice, ahh, the joys of superficiality)

stranger: hello tiffany, this is melissa fr channel 7...i'm sori i just realized its only 8.30 in WA (DUH), I'm doing a national feature of INternational students...now the program will be....2 sections...carlisle train station...Monash UNi survey...(yes, drifting in and out of sleep)

me: sure, MOST DEFINITELY...yes, of course..

melissa: now, can we do the interview today?

tiffy sits up ...NANDE?! but got exam!!

me: yes, of course, but it'll have to be after 4

melissa: alrite, let me consult WA, hold a sec....

...

4 it is!

@#$%alamak*&^%DNX%&^*MAHAI!!!!

me: ok, i'll see u at 4! bye!

ok, now tell me...where in the conversation above did she say TOday Tonight?! where where where?

btw, its featuring tomoro eve...and i'd prefer if u guys do NOT watch it...hv a zit on my lip, red eyes and unkempt hair...yeah so...do me a favour n not watch it...and if u do, pls do not talk to me abt it...

there is a certain sort of embarasment when u hv to walk down ur uni pathway a number of times wif no aim or direction watsoever

or talking wif hui lin, eric and jacky ...as if everything is normal when they're massive spotlights & a cameraman shootin at every angle...

in regards to the exam...my final paper, well...there was not enuf time! i am so serious...i've calculated and it may be a possible ....pass?

fingers crossed

over and out

abacus

ok, i have been here for a total of....30 minutes, not much, but am merely printing 28 pages. What is so difficult about printing 28 freakin pages dat the freakin printer has to take more than 2.8 minutes!!! mahai!

ok, so as i am waitin' i've finallie decided update a lil on this dumb ass space.

current status: 2 down, one to go, YEAH BABY!(in ref to eggshams)

future event/s: the boy is leavin' on the 23rd...ok, for some reason i always get freaked whenever a 'loved' one is leavin...cos u nvr noe wats gonna happen...no, seriously! think about it. ok let's say, u had an argument the nite before (be it ur mum or ur best fren or ur bf) and the next morning the person leaves angry...aiya.

regret rite?

printing status: 15 down...13 more to go....MAHAI

ok will stop swearin...

...

...

no, can't do it. watever. foul mouthed...so be it!

Rants: who on EARTH has exams at 8.30 am?? seriously, who?! ok, i noe my timing isn't always perfect...so, i'm nvr on time, but u noe wat...i thot the exam was at 8.15 am..and dat, my frens, made all the difference. 2 questions....freakin 30 marks...i'm happie to get 15.

printing status: yessss! gettin there...printing 92.8 mb of 120 mb.

ok, since the boy publicly announced his dissatisfaction/frustrations wif his gf on the blog, i am abt to do the same...no, i am not looking for revenge. I am merely going to...

apologise

sigh, in all honesty, i didn't think it mattered whether or not I was there, and yes, i was havin' fun wif mun, tat and jacky playin a dumbass card game (tai ti/Big 2) at which point Tat dropped three of his cards (all of them 2s!) and said...oops! sigh, looks like i'm gonna win this game. bodohlah tat!

i digress

no. but seriously, the fact is, i thot his fren was sending him to moon...lesson learned: NEVER assume.

and i thot he was havin' bundles of fun...hello? when u're wif ur posse of cos u hv fun rite? so here it is my shayang, my public apology. GOMENE...sniff sniff. it will, to ur best interests, never happen again. Yes will mean yes, no will mean no. and i will NOT promise.

Printing status: 2 more freakin pagesssss

such is my life story, now dat i am done wif the dumbass printing...i am at a loss of wat to do.

get it binded u nitwit!

ok ok, i get it, grrrrr

over and out